yek vaghtaee enghadr tanha mishi ke vase khalasi az tanhaeet yad migiri del bebandi ama be ki..... khoda aleme ama faghat khoda midune
avalash enghadr narmo raufan ke ehsas mikoni behtar az in nemishod!!! ba khodet migi man bordam ke yek hamchin fereshtee nasibam shode ama khabar nadari ke dorane shadiyat faghat vase yek midate kutahe shayad faghat 3 hafte taze mifahmi adami ke intor asheghune vasat harf mizad az dust dashtan migoft az eshgh migoft az zendegi khodesh az nemate salamati bi nasib munde intor adami chetori mitune az zendegi bege az eshgh bege vaghti tamame lezatesh residan be mavade!!!!! ama yadesh mire u dar ezaye in harfaye pushali ghalbeto behesh midi va vaghean asheghesh mishi, yadesh mire hata vaghti be durughash eteraf mikone poshteshio tanhash nemizari, yadesh mire ba ehsaset bazi kard ama u hanuzam ke 3 sal dare az un ruze nahs migzare hanuz montazere didaneshi. are un ina ro yadesh mire chun ashegh budano balad nist chun aslan ashegh nabude va faghat sahmesh az eshgh harfaye pushalio kelisheee bude ke migoft . ama minevisam ta yadet bashe az in be bad az hamun aval khodeto ru kon na bade 3 sal. ino minevisam ta beduni yeki az asarate ghorsaye mosaken va arambakhsh nazaee hast. omidvaram arzesheshesho dashte bashi, uee ke az ensaniyato javanmardi buee nabordi. man ba u kheili fargh daram chun yad gereftam vase adamaee ke duseshun daram arzesh ghael besham ama u chi??? yad gerefti adama makhsusan unaee ke duset daran matarsakan, ke harjur khasti bahashun bazi koni badesh bezario beri begi taghsire khodet shod mikhasti matarsak nashi!!!!
kheili pasti..................................................................................................................
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